Saturday, February 25, 2023

1 hour of writing from a picture

 


"I was failing everything I did because of how we were. I know now that we weren't meant last as long as we did but I don't give up on anything. So, yeah we lasted longer because I wouldn't give up and move on. Knowing that I should've walked away long time ago, hurts because I didn't want to lose my best friend and other half. I know now that I should've because we could still be friends. It wouldn't have ended near as bad." I say into Jake's voicemail. I was relived that he didn't pick up but at the same time i wish he did. "I'm sorry. I hope you are doing okay and will find the girl right for you. Bye Jake." I hang up before the sobs take over. I look over at his sister, who is smiling at me.



"You did the right thing." I weakly get up from the couch and head to my room to start packing. It was three hours after I left that voicemail, that I heard back from Jake and my heart broke even more.



"Skylar, I'm so sorry please don't leave me." Was the voicemail he left. He was crying. After I listened to that message for the sixteenth time there was a knock on the front door.



"What do you want, brother?" The anger seeping into Justice's voice.



"Please let me see her." His voice sounds so broken.



"Why so you can hurt her again?" Justice says.



"I didn't mean to hurt her. It was all my fault. I know that. Please let me talk to her. You know better than I what its like to lose the one you love."



"I LOVE HER TOO. She's not just leaving you! She is leaving me too." Justice sobs. This is the first time I've heard her upset over me.



"Why?" Is all he had to say when he looked past her and seen me. I stealed myself.



"Because we aren't meant to be." I say stepping up to them. Justice looks at me and hugs me sobbing. "You are a werewolf and I am not. I found my birth parents. I am not human either. But what I am is something your pack would never accept."



"I don't care what they will accept or not. I love you." He says



"I was told to get off pack lands by tomorrow night. Because in five days I will start the change into a vampire. My birth parents have set up a foundation for me to take over in three years. If it wasn't for living with werewolves I'd know more about what is going to happen. So yes I'm leaving." The tears rolled down my face as I finished. Jake took a step back as if I was resolving. "This is goodbye." I shut the door holding Justice tighter as we both sobbed. I pull away and walk over to my stuff. "I really do love you. Your like my sister and it is killing me that I have to leave, but its safer this way." I sober at the thought I could kill them when my change starts. "Its time for me to leave. It'll take a good four days to get to them. I want a day there before my change starts. I love you. And I will let you know I got there safely. If you don't hear from me in five days, call this number and let them know who you are and you want an update on me." I hand her my mothers number. "She knows who you are and how much you mean to me. If anything happens to the pack you and your brother have a place to go. All you have to do is call that number." I walk to the back door because Jake would be standing by the front door. I know that there isn't anything I can do to lessen the hurt for them. So I walk out the back door.

1 hour of writing from a picture

  "I was failing everything I did because of how we were. I know now that we weren't meant last as long as we did but I don't g...