I miss you. Poem

From Mouse to her grandfather                                                                                              From Her Grandfather to Mouse

Grandpa, I miss you.

Mouse, I miss you too.

Am I making you proud?

Yes, My little girl.

Why do I feel a hole in my life without you?

Because you haven’t let me go.

I need you though. I don’t want to do this without you

You’ve been doing so good. You’ve made it 14 years without me.

I want to see you. To hold you. To hug you.

One day you will get to see me and get to hug me. 

I want to see you now. I want you here with me.

When your time is up. It’s far from your time.

Why did you have to go?

Because it was my time to go.

How can I be whole again? I wanna to complete again.

You have to let me go. You have to say goodbye.

I don’t want to say goodbye.

I know but it’s time. It’s actually way over due.

But, I don’t want lose you again.

You never lost me to begin with.

What do you mean? You died.

I’ve been with you this whole time.

How?

I’ve been in your heart.

So, I was never alone? You’ve been here with me?

No, you were never alone. I’ve been by your side all this time.

I guess, it’s time for you go again, isn’t it? Will you be by my side?

Yes, it is. I’ll always be by your side. Even if you can’t see me.

Okay. I love you. I’ll see you when my time is up.

I love you too. See you later, alligator.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. I needed to get this out.

I figure I share with ya'll. I hope you liked this poem.

I don't normally write poems but this one helped me.

So, maybe it'll help someone else.

Have a good day. I'll be back to writing weekly soon.

I've finally started feeling like myself again.

So, there's more creative writing to come.

Mother and Daughter

Daughter, I want you to be happy

I miss you, Mother

I know this isn't what you needed.

I needed you to stay. Like you promised.

You chose him over us.

What was I to do? Everywhere he was there. Just like you guys are.

Are you happy?

I would be happier if we were all together again.

Look, you made your bed now you need to lay in it.

YOU MADE ME CHOSE!

HE HURT THEM!

You told me to chose the person that wasn't making me chose its the better path. You didn't even listen to what he had to say.

I didn't need to.

You alway assumed the worst of people!

No I don't.

You may not now but you did. You wouldn't let me have friends that you thought were bad.

I was trying to protect you! I was doing what I thought was right!

Tell yourself whatever you need to but what you did hurt me in the long run.

I'm sorry. 

Its too late for that. I need to go.

poem

I wish I could tell you
How badly you have hurt me.
Cutting me out making
My fears come true.
I know I had a part in it.
You said you'll never leave
But that's exactly what you did
I tried to be a fly on the wall
I tried to make everyone happy
Even you, but I needed to do something for me.
I need to let you go.
Not everyone Is going to leave.
Not everyone is like you.
I'm not, I know that.
I am happier with him by my side
I am doing better than I was.
The depression isn't as bad.
The nightmares are back.
You cause them by leaving.
Leaving is something that'll hurt you.